stfu, n00b

stupid fucken josh weissbock.

Anyway.

This here post is for Michaela:

the elements colliding
unknown forces colluding
as from chaos appears something concrete

that'd make millions they said
but the presentation seems to be locked in my head
is order just a fiction?

darkness encompasses all but a little
and far away the fires burn; leaving me bitter
it's only one of my problems

keep the pain coming, it rankles
holding up to my wings your beautiful candles
saying but a word or two brings this to a halt.

the windows blur, distort matters somewhat
encaged in glass i try not to cry but
eyes shattered impede my progress


- moving on is painful.


next one:


Droplets spatter, planets revolve
Amidst the orbs; dancing; stood my chance
Paths intersect, narrow misses
Gravity pulling me, entrancing me down & in and
I fight back but only so much can be done
Forces irrepressible; sounds interchangeable
& garbled; static.


and then:


Ruined scenes stand motionless
Leaves float by rustily
But there's no one to rake them
This diorama feels cheap, tainted
Like my life; a failure.
Ever falling short of too-high expectations
Like a perfectly-set table with a rat
in the milk.



that's all for now.

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